I admit, I’m torn about leaving SF. Leaving the bay area. I’ve called this place home for so many years it’s hard to believe that in just a week I’ll be moving to Portland. I don’t say “back to Portland” because I feel this will be something new. At least, I feel I’ll be something new.
When I left to come to SF in the summer of 95 I was young. I was still somewhat naive about the world (though I knew more than I do now), and I was ready for the challenges of making a fresh start and learning new things, meeting new people.
And I did.
Though I really don’t “love” this city, I am often finding myself being nostalgic, or even wistful about the fact that I won’t live here. I’ll miss some things, others not so much. And that’s ok. I am definitely looking forward to new adventures and rediscovering places I completely forgot about.
For now, all I’m concentrating on is wittling down the to-do list, getting rid of the clutter that one accumulates in ones life, and planning my next adventures. Best thing about moving is getting rid of old crap you don’t really need.
But yeah, I’ll miss it here. Well, some of it anyway :)